Oh, the wait is over! With the very first step in the home, the most beautiful lady in the world for me comes closer to me and gives a tight hug with little moisture in her eyes. The same gets repeated while leaving home with added moisture in the pair of eyes. Oh, did I tell you the toughest part for me. It's holding the tears and feeling and giving hug back just to comfort her a little.
Not a single day passes by remembering the last hug on the day 2 of year 2010 with little more tears in eyes and the unsaid words of don't go. I wish I had turned to look her back by not overthinking of looking back will make her cry more.
I never knew that was the last meeting I was going to have. The last conversation on March 19, 2010 (unfortunately, I am good at remembering dates) discussing when are we meeting next with her unclear voice. She said, I'm little unwell. She lied, she left the very 5th day. She lied to me of meeting me soon. And the most regretful event of my life that I couldn't meet her for the last time. Over the years, I have explained to my mind - it was just the circumstance that I was not informed, but my mind never agrees. The fight between my mind and heart is never ending.
Well, with time I just got used to it and hug her every single day virtually. That's what I can do now. After studying few articles on hugs, I realised why it impacted me a lot. Hugging leads to oxytocin hormone release which is a feel good hormones. It also helps in reducing blood pressure and good for heart.
So, out of all emotional story, my point is do not miss chance to hug your loved one's which helps you build positive relationship with that person and is scientifically proven. Sometimes, a silent hug is all one needs. Closing now in hope that one day, someone will hug me so tight that all the broken pieces will be joined.
Not a single day passes by remembering the last hug on the day 2 of year 2010 with little more tears in eyes and the unsaid words of don't go. I wish I had turned to look her back by not overthinking of looking back will make her cry more.
I never knew that was the last meeting I was going to have. The last conversation on March 19, 2010 (unfortunately, I am good at remembering dates) discussing when are we meeting next with her unclear voice. She said, I'm little unwell. She lied, she left the very 5th day. She lied to me of meeting me soon. And the most regretful event of my life that I couldn't meet her for the last time. Over the years, I have explained to my mind - it was just the circumstance that I was not informed, but my mind never agrees. The fight between my mind and heart is never ending.
Well, with time I just got used to it and hug her every single day virtually. That's what I can do now. After studying few articles on hugs, I realised why it impacted me a lot. Hugging leads to oxytocin hormone release which is a feel good hormones. It also helps in reducing blood pressure and good for heart.
So, out of all emotional story, my point is do not miss chance to hug your loved one's which helps you build positive relationship with that person and is scientifically proven. Sometimes, a silent hug is all one needs. Closing now in hope that one day, someone will hug me so tight that all the broken pieces will be joined.
